Pure and Holy Triune God, We confess this day that we have failed in various ways to uphold your law. Particularly, we have shrunk away from sharing the gospel. We confess that even our zeal for evangelism has at times been mere posturing. Our fear of rejection and persecution, of ridicule and mockery has given us pause. We have not sought out the opportunities we might have otherwise had, We have cloistered ourselves away from unbelievers. But most grievously, Lord, we have not shared our hope with the world because that hope did not excite us enough. Lord and Father, impress upon our hearts the weight of our sin and the corresponding greatness of your mercy. Enable us, by your Spirit, to be so joyful in our salvation that we become eager to share the reasons we have for hope! Empower us to trust in you, not only for the proper opportunities, but also to bring forth fruit. We confess our failures to you knowing that you have defeated our sin and its guilt. We come to you this day and pray that you would restore our souls and delight us once more in you. Bless us, O Lord, that all the nations might praise your name! We pray in the name of our great high priest, Jesus Christ, amen. (Based on various passages like 1 Peter 3 and Psalm 67)
Like a Horse Plunging into Battle
Jeremiah 8:6-7 6 I have paid attention and listened, but they have not spoken rightly; no man relents of his evil, saying, ‘What have I done?’ Everyone turns to his own course, like a horse plunging headlong into battle. 7 Even the stork in the heavens knows her times, and the turtledove, swallow, and crane keep the time of their coming, but my people know not the rules of the LORD.
The recent movie “War Horse” notwithstanding, Alexander the Great’s mighty steed Bucephalus is one of history’s greatest horses. The horse’s name itself, “ox-head” (βοῦς “ox” and κεφαλή “head”), testifies to its determination. Alexander would name a city after his great horse, and one can only imagine, as in The Virtues of War, how Bucephalus plunged into battles bearing one of history’s most accomplished figures on his back.
God himself, speaking to Job from the whirlwind, describes the power of the war horse:
Job 39:19-25 19 “Do you give the horse his might? Do you clothe his neck with a mane? 20 Do you make him leap like the locust? His majestic snorting is terrifying. 21 He paws in the valley and exults in his strength; he goes out to meet the weapons. 22 He laughs at fear and is not dismayed; he does not turn back from the sword. 23 Upon him rattle the quiver, the flashing spear, and the javelin. 24 With fierceness and rage he swallows the ground; he cannot stand still at the sound of the trumpet. 25 When the trumpet sounds, he says ‘Aha!’ He smells the battle from afar, the thunder of the captains, and the shouting.
As vividly as you might be able to imagine the war horse charging headlong into battle, Jeremiah’s words jar us. He compares the powerful and determined war horse to the sinner. As the horse continues on his course, undeterred, so the sinner continues to rebel against God, unless God intervenes.
As a parent of small children, I witness them double-down on their rebellious behavior, stubbornly continuing in their tantrum even when it is clearly not working. I am no different.
Matthew Henry comments,
They did not so much as take the first step towards repentance; they did not so much as say, What have I done? There was no motion towards it, not the least sign or token of it. Note, True repentance beings in a serious and impartial inquiry into ourselves, what have we done, arising from a conviction that we have done amiss. (2.) They were so far from repenting of their sins that they went on resolutely in their sins: Every one turned to his course, his wicked course, that course of sin which he had chosen and accustomed himself to, as the horse rushes into the battle, eager upon action, and scorning to be curbed.
Praise the Lord that he intervenes, turns us aside, makes us “come to our senses” (Luke 15:17), see our sin, and seek the Savior who sought us out. None of us has earned God’s grace—”Everyone turns to his own course,” and this means he gets all the glory, transforming stubborn sinners plunging to their deaths into those who know their Savior’s voice and listen to his commands.
Confession of Sin: Ps. 119:65-72
You are good, Heavenly Father, and you do good. Yet we know that we are not good, and we have not done the good we ought to do. We have not been holy and good in all that we do, unlike you. We afflict others by our sins, and we respond wrongly to our own affliction. Thank you that we can say with the Psalmist, “Before I was afflicted I went astray, but now I keep your word. You are good and do good…” Thank you that your goodness to us meant afflicting our sinless Savior, who never went astray. The weight of our wandering was put on him, and his goodness has been imputed to us. Because of him, we can say “The law of your mouth is better to me than thousands of gold and silver pieces.” When our hearts were unfeeling, Christ died for us. Give us soft hearts that love you and your word, we pray in Jesus’ name, amen. (Based on Psalm 119:65-72)
Psalm 119:57-64 Prayer
Father, Forgive me for believing my fruit comes from idols, not from you. You are my portion, yet I often live as though other things were my portion. When I choose sin, I declare that you are not my portion. That you are not all my fruit. That you are not sufficient, or good enough. Forgive me and instill in my heart a firm belief that you are my portion. Enable me, by your Spirit, to say, “The Lord is my portion” when I am weak. Enable me to say, “The Lord is my portion,” when I am strong. Enable me to say “The Lord is my portion” when I am tempted by the world. Because you are my portion, make me steadfast in my attention to you—meditating on your word, worshiping you, and fellowshipping with your people. Strengthen me to invite others to choose the good portion as well. (Based on Psalm 119:57-64 & Hosea 14:8)
Confession from Psalm 119:41-48
Holy, Holy, Holy Triune God, we confess the sins of our tongues. Small but powerful, we have used our lips like swords, to hurt and not to heal. We have said things to and about people that we should not have. Our tongues have been like springs from which flow both sweet and bitter waters. When taunted, we have taunted in return. Yet Christ has died for our sins of speech. We know that our sinful words were like the nails that pierced Christ. For his sake, put truth and love in our mouths. Give us kind answers to all. Make our words seasoned with grace, by the Gracious Spirit. Thank you for your steadfast love poured out in our hearts by the Spirit. We love you, who first loved us, and we pray this through our mediator, the God-man Jesus Christ, amen. (Based on Psalm 119:41-48)
Confession from Psalm 119:33-40
Father of Mercies and God of all comfort, comfort your servants today as we mourn over our remaining sin. We have committed ourselves to you, but we are still sinful. We know that when we disobey your Word, we build our house on sand, yet we have continued to choose the bad portion. We pray with the Psalmist: “Give me understanding, that I may keep your law and observe it with my whole heart. Lead me in the path of your commandments, for I delight in it. Incline my heart to your testimonies, and not to selfish gain! Turn my eyes from looking at worthless things; and give me life in your ways. Confirm to your servant your promise, that you may be feared. Turn away the reproach that I dread, for your rules are good.” Forgive us for the improper inclinations of our hearts, our desire for selfish gain, our attention to worthless things, through the Messiah, Jesus Christ, amen. (Based on Psalm 119:33-40)
Prayer from Psalm 119:25-32
Merciful God, our souls cling to the dust. Give us life according to your word! We thank you that you hear our cries despite our many sins against you. Strengthen us by your Spirit; dispense upon us the blessings purchased by your Son Jesus Christ. His humiliation for us grieves us as we consider what he endured for our sins. He knew sorrow far beyond our own, though he did not deserve it. He obeyed your statutes perfectly. Forgive our sins and strengthen us. Enlarge our hearts, so we not only walk in your commandments, but we run in them! Enable us to do so, for your glory and our good, we ask in Jesus’ name, amen. (Based on Psalm 119:25-32)
Confession from Psalm 119:17-24
Gracious LORD, you have dealt bountifully with us. We were once blind, but now we see wondrous things in your word. Your commandments were hidden from us because of our willful refusal. Give us continual eyes to behold your glory, even as treasures in jars of clay. We are sojourners in the earth, yet we often live as though we did not have heavenly citizenship. Our thoughts and hopes have been on this world. Forgive us! We come to your mercy seat for refuge and plead the blood of Jesus Christ. Transform us by your Spirit working through your word. Enable us to delight fully in you, we ask through Jesus, amen. (Based on Psalm 119:17-24)
Psalm 119:9-16 Confession
“Dear God beyond all praising, you are blessed. We confess this day that we do not deserve your blessing. We have not kept our way pure. We have not guarded ourselves according to your Word. Instead, we have let the words of the world, the flesh, and the devil speak to our hearts. Forgive us for Jesus’ sake! Blot out our transgressions, and let us not wander from your commandments. Teach us, and give us a heart that loves to be taught by you. Transform us to love and delight in you and your law. Thank you that Christ died for our sins. We find in him all our delight, more than riches. He is the pearl of greatest price. We pray in his name, amen. “
(Based on Psalm 119:9-16)
Psalm 119:1-8 Prayer
Confession of sin based on Psalm 119:1-8:
Heavenly Father, we confess that we have failed to seek you with our whole heart. We have been halfhearted in our love for you, in our service, even in our worship. You have commanded that your precepts be kept diligently, but we have not been steadfast in them. We therefore deserve everlasting shame. So we plead for your steadfast love now, looking to the Savior who served you with his whole heart in his earthly ministry. We thank you that you count his obedience to our account. With the greatest humiliation for our sins, we praise you that you will never forsake us. We ask for transformation in Jesus’ name, amen. (Based on Psalm 119:1-8)
